I want to live in a hut in a forest in the middle of nowhere, by myself, away from cities and people and money. I want to be surrounded by 10 000 books and endless cigarettes and red wine and tea and paper and pens and I’ll take a guitar and teach myself to play it (because that’s something I’ve always wanted to do anyway.) Ah.
I actually choose the way I eat according to the way animals have sex. I think...– Nic Cage (via whatevs) (via cajunboy)
I just smelt the smell of you and oh god did it remind me of things. The way you had funny little ways of saying things, the waterfall, being above the waterfall with you, offending people whilst being above the waterfall with you, Doritos, your mum changing your sheets just because I was coming over, making me eat your sushi, trying to go see Hostel the first time we met but being $5 short, mdd,...
Okay, my blog layout AND colour is completely different on the computers at TAFE. Errrrrrrrm. Wat?
I don’t even know what this picture is or where I found it but I thought I’d share.
I look like I should be in Le Tigre. Or at a Lady Gaga concert. Ummmmmmmm. Posting this picture for the lul value alone.
Feeling the best I have in a long time today. I think it’s the healthier diet (along with actually eating a proper three meals a day), the clean room, the earlier nights and the fact that my life is starting to get back on track. I woke up at around 10 today, had porridge and toast and tea for breakfast, watched some CYE and now I’m about to go take a shower in preparation to go and...
Some new things.
Going to start with this and shower and get all refreshed while blasting this and then I’m going to get into some of this and this while watching my beloved which my wonderful Mother just bought me (lucky!) and maybe some of this. Yaaay! This weekend alone isn’t looking so bad anymore.
Oh yes. Another excellently fun weekend of sitting around, watching DVDs. Reading books. Playing games. What happened to my life? I used to go out every single weekend. I used to have friends. I used to be fun. Ergh whatever. Sorta wish I had somebody to sit around with though. I love being alone but… I wouldn’t say no to some spooning whilst watching My Bloody Valentine right now. ...
You know, you’re wearing a striped shirt with a striped tie, you know that right? Yeah, I do it for the ladies. Oh yeah? Did the ladies ever tell you that you look like a fucking optical illusion?
You won't see this but...
You’re ugly. Have I ever told you that? Not JUST your physical aspects… your personality, your soul. God I would hate to hear what you actually think about because what comes out of your mouth, the expressions on your face and the complete hate in your eyes is already repulsive enough. I often wonder what went so wrong in your life that you turned out this way. You’re not a...
Today I have accomplished quite a few things. My day in a list: I re-wrote my resume and handed it out to a couple of places I wouldn’t mind working at. I cleaned my room. I made a vow to complete school. For myself and nobody else. I had a really long and hot relaxing shower. I had a dream about a sexy dark haired man and a really big snake. No - not like that. Immature! I started...
I need you so much closer..
Truth is cold black water, flowing, turning, writhing into a babbling brook of bullshit and who do we blame when water and Earth start to overlap, when the dirt just wants to be dirt and not mud? Shine your soul for a dollar? Hands shake and a cigarette burns out. Coffee’s cold and I want to shout. No. I want to scream. I want to scream and pound the walls with my fists until plaster...
The great leap forward..
I think I just did the best thing I possibly could for myself. Ridding my life of the most negatively destructive force I have ever known was the hardest thing I have ever had to do but I think I’ll be a much better person for it. Much nicer. Much smarter. Much more confident. Much more of everything that I had lost. Explosion of life.
Lost: Via Domus Review
Okay so.. first you awaken on the Island thinking you’re playing the main character - Jack Shepard. You then begin to realise that you’re playing some dumbass photographer guy who’s slightly attractive but somehow greying at the age of 30, and feel slightly disappointed although slightly turned on. Sad face. Congrats developers, you must feel...
One way widow..
She was sweet sixteen, baby beauty queen. Straight white teeth, bathed in beauty cream. Priss don’t drink and priss don’t smoke. Shit don’t stink and don’t take jokes. Botoxed in bobby socks. Cold as ice. All the boys were like white on rice. The end result is still the same, you can’t go back the way you came.