June 2010
15 posts
Raw.
“So one last touch and then you’ll go and we’ll pretend that it meant something so much more. But it was vile, and it was cheap and you are beautiful but you don’t mean a thing to me.”
I should go to bed.
AND NO THIS BLOG POST ISN’T ABOUT YOU. (ha)
And your eyes are slits in bags of fat, and your eyes are piss holes in the snow.
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2010-6-20) →
The Zombies (14)
Deftones (13)
Blink 182 (2)
Placebo (1)
Planet B.E.N (1)
You know what?
I just need for someone to take me seriously for once in my life.
I am always awkward and nervous because I feel like I have to be funny, like I have to make people laugh, like I have to be entertaining.
I want someone to just.. see me.
I want someone to be still with.
Hello, hello.
Playing with a DSLR is fun.
That’s all.
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2010-6-13) →
Deftones (130)
Necro (55)
Bright Eyes (19)
Cog (16)
New Radicals (12)
Still.
I wonder what your skin feels like. Your lips. The friction of your stubble against my face.
I wonder what you smell like. I wonder if I’ll be able to taste cigarettes and red wine lingering on breath.
I wonder what it would feel like to run my hands through your hair, across your collarbones, over your chest, down your pants.
I wonder if I’d be able to tell you I love you without...
Reasons why my life rules right now.
Homemade pumpkin soup and bread.
New True Blood.
The pub up in the mountains on a Sunday night.
Toasty bed.
Toast in general.
Tea SO MUCH TEA.
Being awesome.
May 2010
28 posts
